If he's supposed to be analysing it, why is he asking for a "single sentence so he know what's going on..."

From the entire feedback conversation, what pissed me off the most would be the fact, he seemed to be looking and directing the questions at me. "The Labs, did YOU attend?", "What's the problem with the software?" and all in all, i was the only one that can actually use the fucking thing. ..

"How on earth am i the odd one out when i do follow the group?"

"really, is there someone who is just watching for fun as we watch tv?"

"Reborn is goood and kewl... :)"

Thoughts

I think it's easier if i post random thoughts, one to a couple of sentences each time than to right a huge major blog. Because well, i don't have the time anymore.. Well, i might but i focus the energy on wasted efforts like procrastination and random stonning. :)

A few i thought off so far, :

"I'm a 90's kid and proud to it"

"I'm a sucker for procrastination."

"I'm screwed!"

refresh buttons don't erase anything....

I keep hoping... I keep hitting the refresh button, refreshing the page to see and hope maybe there is a error or something.. an email of apology.... but it hurts even more, seeing it unchangeable... solid... and unfair yet deserving....

Guilt-stricken with self-doubt seeing disappointment and pity on other faces... Self-loathing and depressed... Realization hit, I need to quickly fact facts and resist threatening tears... Pull myself up and move forwards... Smile like nothing happened... Shield and pack it away in a box in my mind and throw away the key....

Only to return home to recover, break down and brawl like a baby in the comfort of only my self-pity and deepest fears...